I don't know you. Your eyes transmit so much energy, so much positive energy. It feels as if what it was was actually pure love. When I look at your pictures, you really touch my thoughts in a way not many people can do.

I don't understand how pictures can transmit so much of an expression or even energy. Or is it just that certain people only are able to decode what your eyes are trying to reflect... and that happens to be me.

And why did we meet? In such a way, and distanced by distance.

Sometimes, distance makes things so intriguing and magic in a way, just due to that tremendous feeling distance is capable to create. It either creates something or creates nothing.
When it hits the right place, the right time, two persons lock. Sometimes, only one.

There are days that I feel nothing, or maybe just the memories. However, you're still there.
You then come back and then I have to check upon you.
You are so lovely, so lovely, that it makes me wonder many times a day what you may be doing at that given moment I think about you.

There was a silly book I was reading. It clears up some doubts; with some exceptions.
It promotes one to becoming an asshole. Being an asshole has just worsened things more. I wasn't born to be one, so it doesn't suit me well.

The art of being nice, yourself, and not being pushed by social constraints or any lessons given by anyone. No games, just you.

Sometimes it's hard to explain how I feel. I am me, myself, of course. I still am confident, strong, and all this, but very sensitive toward others. Altruism. Do you believe in that?

Embraced by beauty, laying entwined in vanity, greed, narcissism ... are just a few things people need to escape from nowadays, or it's maybe just culture.

Give me my guitar, some music and my bike. All these feelings are gone and I don't mind if other people have them. I just want to help some people to see the real purpose of life. Nothing is appearance anymore, forget about primping.

I think about you... regardless whether you think of me or not. :)

Photos

Sometimes... you should open your photo albums... and watch your old pictures...

It should help you remember who you truly are...

Radiohead paranoid android

This was and still is one of my favourite songs.... I can't really explain why but it just brings so many memories.

I love all the details... Sounds... Effects... and the weird drastic change to that sad choir which is so unexpected...

They were just geniuses... I wish they could come back and make music like this again.

Life takes sometimes very wrong turns. Do you think people want them?

Most of the people would take a -No- for an answer. However, without even realizing what the "no" means to them. It's sad, because people do things that can hurt others without even realizing what they are doing. The trip on earth is so short, and people hurt each other, why? Is there even a need for that? I guess they make decisions without even being aware of the kind of decision.

U2 - Hold Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me

I don't like U2 too much but this song is really nice, it is getting kind of old, I think it's like from 1992, it's from the Batman movie... I like some songs of U2 from the 90s. Unfortunately, after the 90s... U2 just turned bad.

This is one of those awesome songs to remember from the 90s mainstream music, while now in the 2000s, the mainstream music sucks and keeps on sucking...

But enjoy this awesome song :)

Biking

I have always liked mountain biking... Mostly in the nature and during the evenings...

It makes you feel free, enjoying fresh air, bringing you to new places, cleansing your mind... Gets you away from noisy cities and people...

I have always loved it and it is my favourite thing to do in my free time. Besides, it is healthy.

adios verano

k800i

Sometimes the chances we have to meet good people are sometimes scarce. Now that internet brings people so close, it is very easy to meet someone, but good persons... You will never know.

Sometimes you meet people and these people need you. Sometimes you fill a gap they had, sometimes you make their lives better, sometimes you can make it worse.

Sometimes you can't meet them at all, and the question stays there forever.

When you see pictures of people on internet, they tell you one thing. When you start talking to them, the talking or writing will reveal even more details.

Then you start thinking and making conclusions whether they are good or not so good.

Sometimes I think some people could use me for good things, for talking so I could help them out with things, or just to talk or anything. I am not really the kind of a person who gets fed up easily when someone has problems and need help. Sometimes I really feel like I want to help. It depends on how sensitive I am at the moment, and if I really put myself in their shoes.

Sometimes you feel like hugging someone and helping but you can't, or you don't dare to do it, or you don't know how to.

Maybe all this is called compasion, and it will haunt you when it knows you can use it. It won't let you rest until you do what you have to do. But it also comes from your own feelings, not from a book that tells you to do it, and that's the good part.

You have to do it in a nice way, sensitive and very kind.

These are my thoughts, but I don't use them too often I guess. I am not perfect either, but I wish I knew exactly when to use them.

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Looking through the window and listening to a song... I can feel the sunbeams... I can feel that sunlight... Look down at the earth and feel... Look inside... There is something warming...

What is fate going to blow...

People have dreams... ideas... things that have to be discovered...

All these things are inside you, all these things force you have a road in front of you, a road that lets you dream.

You do not know anything about these things, that's what's keeping you dreaming... the spark, the spark that gives you the little "ignition" or clue about what you might be able to find out or at least dream about... So you are always trying to find that thing, somewhere.

I always have wondered, what would happen if you find out about all these things and there is nothing else anymore? Do you come up with new dreams or ideas or fantasies?

Sometimes it feels empty... I like when you can't find out about everything, otherwise life becomes like a routine.

How did water arrive to Earth and formed oceans?

It happened around 3.8 billions of years ago (At this point, the solar system was already 1 billion years old.).

All planets closer to the sun are very solid and dense, composed of rock and metals. The other planets that are farther away, are composed of gases, ice... So they are less dense.

But Earth at that point, closer to the sun and dense (4 billions years ago) was very hot and no water could be found, it was full of fire lava and volcanoes and so on.

All this happened because of two things; outgassing which was happening in the planet Earth and huge comets attacks, crashing with the Earth.
(Outgassing: is the process where rocks release gases, in the planet -this thing also helped create the atmosphere. Volcanic activity? Is outgassing, for example.)

Comets have ice (Just so you know).

So the thing is that at that point, Earth was so hot, that water stayed in gaseous form until Earth's surface cooled down. The ground on earth was too hot, so water couldn't be water, it had to be in gaseous form. When Earth cooled down, after million years, then water that was in gaseous form, started condensing and became rain, and that's how little by little we started collecting water in oceans, which were nothing before, just small puddles.

So why is the water salty in the oceans? Because as water started creating and entering the ocean (from the atmosphere > from rain) it brought also gases that had been evaporated from volcanoes and geysers and so on. Water also at this time, was flowing on the Earth (Which has minerals on the ground), brought the minerals, that's why it's salty.

And yes, in the universe there is ice (water) and other planets have water too, just in different states. The whole universe has probably water.

All took at least 1 billion years to happen :]

We don't see what is happening right now

So, isn't it strange that when we look into the sky, what we are seeing, is just something that has already happened?

We all know that stars are millions of years away from our planet. That being said, if we see a star from our sky, we are seeing what happened with that star millions or billions of year lights away.

1 year light = 9232406099999.992 km.

Some astronomers say that the farthest they can see is about 18,000,000,000 light years away. Do you get how much that is?

So, all we think we know about galaxies, stars, planets and different things in the universe, are things that happened billions of years ago. It is not happening now, it has already happened, so looking into the sky... is looking into the past.

So, I suppose we don't know too much and that means our knowledge is very old.

On earth I guess, if we see something a few meters away, that something's light should take a while until it reaches our eyes, because our eyes see light.

If we could see things many km away, many many, we would be seeing it delayed. It would already have happened there and we would have been thinking it is happening right now.

So wait, we are seeing right now something that happened let's say... 15.000.000 light years away. Ok, the light of that object has already traveled 15.000.000 light years. But, the universe is expanding (gets bigger and bigger all the time, like an explosion). So since the 15.000.000 light years the light of the object took to arrive to Earth, it has already moved even more. How fast and how much? I don't know, but who knows, 10x more? 50x? 10.000x?

But... Maybe, we are also moving at a similar speed? Everything in the universe moves, but to different directions? Same direction? Maybe not. I don't know :)

So... from what I understand, we see the past.

Galaxies

Do you know that our planet moves?

Do you know that every planet moves?

Do you know that our sun moves?

Do you know that our galaxy moves?

Do you know that all galaxies move?

Do you know that the universe moves?

...Did you know that there are different universes? (That is a good topic for another entry)

Ok... so did you know that our galaxy will collide with another galaxy, somewhere in the future? It could be between 3 to 5 billion years from now.

The other galaxy (Andromeda) which will collide with ours, moves at about 120 km/s. So that's 432.000 km/h.

What will happen? There have been said a few things. Maybe it will become a super galaxy Andromeda and Milky Way together. Maybe it will just destroy everything?

I am not sure, I haven't found out enough about it.

Aliens

Ever thought about other planets and aliens?
Many people ignore the possibility of other civilizations in outer space. Mostly because they are a bit narrow minded, maybe because they have not learned enough.

But, isn't it really interesting?

Do you know that our solar system is in a galaxy?
Do you know that in our galaxy there are different solar systems?
Do you know that we can see about 10.000 galaxies from 0,000020% of ONE constellation?

And what is a constellation?
From what I understand, astronomers divide our sky (with lines -paths- , roadlike lines) into different pieces (Like a map with countries and roads). Each of these pieces on the map (countries with roads) are called constellations. So there are 88 constellations on the sky's map that astronomers have made. The roads are patterns of stars. These have different shapes, for example: triangle or animal shapes. Each road or pattern of stars, has a start and an end (So, it has borders, ends).

So we can count 10.000 galaxies... on only 0,000020% of only one constellation. It is not even 0,1% of the constellation. How many galaxies would there be if you take the whole 100% piece of this constellation? It would be like counting... How many houses are in one city or a whole country?

Start thinking; how many solar systems would there be within each of those galaxies?

And we can't even see that far yet... astronomers believe from what they have learned that we can count 125 billion galaxies...

But the universe doesn't even have an end... So it is more...

Astronomers have discovered super earth like planets. That means planets with water, etc etc.
They can also tell the age of these planets. Many of them are older than planet earth.
So if they are so similar, they can sustain life, like in our planet, of course :)

So, if these planets are older, they could sustain life, but being older planets, their civilizations would be more advanced (More time and more experience).

There are billion of planets like our planet earth. But ok, if we don't know anything (Because we can't know with the little knowledge we have) how can we not believe that there is life? At least we cannot leave out the possibility that there are planets sustaining life. It would be just silly if we didn't.

If you are super intelligent, you should start questioning yourself, why have you been so silly all these years, thinking that it is only "us" in the universe :)

Our galaxy, the Milky Way, has at least 120 billion earthlike planets. Yes, only our galaxy.
There are about 100 billion sunlike stars in our Milky Way.
So if there are at least 125 billion galaxies, and each galaxy (from 125 billion galaxies) has 2 billion Earthlike planets... What do you think?

So how usual can life in the universe be? If there has been life before, are there records? Like bones, fossils or I don't know... Anything?

Hi?

Why do we always see other people...? But only their wrapping?

Why not beyond their eyes? Why not think that they have a soul and life... A brain working...

I think most of us don't know what a person really is. Otherwise the world would be different.

Sometimes I think and wonder... What have we become?

Why when we are becoming adults or trying to be them, we make such ugly decisions and choices...

When you are a kid... You don't do bad stuff, because there are no bad intentions. You don't know what it means.

When you grow up... you use your brain, you know what you do, but you don't thinking about the rest of the world... You use your egoism...

I don't like changes, I feel sad for people who don't know how to feel or be sensitive...

... I still feel weird for writing things, I have a hard time applying this myself sometimes, but every day I am more connected to myself...

Seeing beyond...

My eyes know more than what my own brain can explain in words...

My eyes see much more than what my own words can say from what I can see...

My eyes know more than what my own words can explain...

Painting

I have always liked paintings like this one (Myles Birket Foster)
They picture a pretty landscape, very pure and dream like, from the old times, something we can't really find right now... It is more like what you see in movies...

Question

Why do people write on Blogs?

I think some of them feel really lonely... or want to express feelings or it is a place where you can toss all your nostalgia.

I might be wrong, some people use them even as a diary, a daily update so other people read.

I don't really know, maybe somebody is reading mine... I have not too much to share I believe... Except for some details that could be revealed about me...

It just came to my mind that... Everybody should learn how to play an instrument... Or listen to music...

The tourist

It is probably one of the songs that make me think about my past the most.

Especially when I think about my bedroom, my furniture, my toys, posters...

There is always a record that marks you forever, this is it for me. Especially this song... I remember playing it on my huge portable CD players from then...

I even remember the walls of my house... Small details; like the rugs on the floor, which planks of the floor were standing out more... Small imperfections, the roads outside...

So if you can... Whoever is reading, try to listen to: Radiohead - The tourist

Why can't we just go back sometimes... I feel trapped in the past.

figure this one out

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wintrus

Nice pic...